I would congratulate you with utmost enthusiasm if you decipher the personality behind this blog. Timothyhastings is a creation of the person apparently suffering from multiple personality disorder and schizophrenia. What I exude in this blog would be, as how I would like to coin the term, is my night personality. Etymology of such term, I myself don't know. I've been basically mean, bad, evil, deviant for umteen years now and reality just hit me like a huge boulder. I wanna be better. I wanna be good. I wanna be mature. So it all boils down to me changing for the better. Changing for myself. I'm not sure what some drug I've taken to take such major detour in my life. And knowing the causality of me changing is not necessary anymore. I don't mean to be cheesy or emo by saying this: one rule in love is always love yourself before loving others. This line reminds me of the famous golden rule: do not do to others tralala. Enjoy. Comments and violent reactions are welcome. Please do read my stickied entry for more details. Holla.
Hello world of tabulas.
Been thinking about going pro on blogging, but I realized that blogging ain't simple as it seems.
Lend me your eyes, sit back and relax (bet you wanna grab a cup of coffee or light a cigar), enjoy the trance beat as I plunge myself into this world of blogging, the tabulas world.
The "about me" section is too small for me to elaborate/specify/describe myself a bit more... so allow me to introduce myself further.
I am Timothy Hastings, a legal alien from Korea who's residing here in Philippines for education. As I've mentioned, Timothy Hastings is just a creation of my real self, the bad, the flirt, the violent, the lazy one, the gimikero... All the negative traits you could think of.
You might want to ask: "Why Timothy Hastings?"
Hastings came from the movie with Amanda Bynes (corrected!) in it (forgot the movie title), which promoted equality, not sexism. Viola Hastings, that was her name in the said film.
Timothy, on the other hand, came out of nowhere. Hmm... its just that maybe... just maybe... I didn't recognize nor pay attention to any Timothys within my radius.
Basically I do things alone, without any consent of either of my parents... Grew up alone so to speak, with minimal guidance from mommy. Dad's working in Korea, just sending some money because that's the only thing he could do. I mean, parents are separated so... I have a younger brother, who was with me not until he had to move out with his friends because of the home-school distance. Yes, I am all by myself.
But please, do not pity me. I grew up well by myself 
Friends? You are very welcome!
You may proceed for more information after this line.
- Birthday: January 27, 198-
- Height: 5'10"
- Nationality: Korean
- Course: Bachelor of Arts, Major in Economics
- Boring routine a.k.a. favorite pasttime: Playing app's in Facebook, playing DotA, chatting via messenger
- Quotable quote: It ain't over 'til it's over - Rocky Balboa
- Political View: Pro-GMA
- Religion: Christian
- Freelance translator/coordinator
Heavy traffic. In the Philippines setting, its history. People, especially commuters, do stupid things just to get rid of the boredom caused by it. Caught in the middle of Alabang - Bicutan service road area, I started to cut and fold some of the fliers that was given by a flier distributor(?) somewhere in Northgate, Alabang. Origami if you want to call it that way. Out of nowhere, the future started to appear before me. I mean, I was thinking of having a place which I could call "our" own home. Our - including a wife, and perhaps, multiple kids. Then I realized, I never had a long-term relationship. For oh so many years that I've been dreaming of one strong relationship that could last until "til-death-do-us-apart". I could still recall my last, legal relationship... the girl whom I thought...
It was a happy one, the relationship until she messed with her close friend. It broke the bond, the trust that has been binding our relationship for months. It was heartbreaking. The absence of trust led to nowhere, and all the promises were shattered. Blurry. What if I trusted her even though she cheated on our relationship? She suggested a breakup would solve all the problem. It felt like the weight of the whole universe is on my shoulder. That heavy feeling I couldn't simply forget. Tried to call her if we could get back together but it was too late. Tried to beg her. It was useless.
For a year I was living a past life. I became a woman-hater. I became bitter. Not until.
I had this classmate. This chinita helped me in a lot of things: in our subject and also to help me recover from the severely-wounded heart. We had sorta attachment, and I became her "kabit". She was in a 2-year, healthy relationship and still going. I never meant nor had an intention to break their relationship but it happened. We did things like a normal couple do. We spent some happy moments together, hiding. For several times we thought of ending the "illegal" relationship since it gaves us a hard time. We're still friends though.
Today, I am single. Tomorrow. The day after tomorrow. I will be single. But will not be available. Because I am in-love with this girl who has the similar broken feeling I had few years ago. I thought I could help her, motivate her just like what my classmate did but... I don't know. I'm just hoping that someday she'll be able to recover and entertain me. Until that day. For now, I will be staying here, loving you.
One thing for sure: If I will be engaging in a relationship again, it'll be my last and forever. See you soon whoever you are. You!
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